
As you know from reading this blog, I do think a lot. I love having this space to share my thoughts, whether they’re just little musings about every day life or in depth ideas about porn or sexuality. One thing that I think I can never get enough of is sharing my personal experiences and accounts of giving blowjobs, almost in real time. Red Thoughts is an attempt at just that, in video form.
Somehow this feels like somewhat of a lens to view my sexuality from the inside. I can’t describe exactly how or why… I just know that I feel like something about this video understood the way Mike and I play together, and that ends up displaying a lot of what is going on behind the scenes and in my brain, so to speak. Our interplay is always at the core of what’s going on with my mind. It’s the best way to anticipate his needs and get really aroused by what’s going on. It’s not that I’m over-thinking anything, just being aware of my thoughts and how they impact just how amazing it all can be. It’s just another way to be sensual and almost overwhelmed by the passion and connection.
Hopefully you get the same sense I do from this video. Not that it isn’t very important that it’s all about Mike too, but something about this video just feels like an elegant capture of what’s going on in my fascinating little world while I’m giving a blowjob. The trailer should give you an idea of what I’m talking about, but the full video will hopefully immerse you into my blowjob psyche. Then you can finally fully comprehend what’s going on under all of this hair!




