Camille Crimson

I fell in love with an apartment I’ve visited this morning. It’s old, big and has a lot of personality. I could already see all the beautiful movies we would be able to do in this place. The only thing is that it’s quite dirty but I don’t mind cleaning of.

I can’t stand staying in our current apartment. The worst thing I think is the odor of cigarette from the neighbor. It stinks. Walls are so thin we can hear the dice rolling when the sun is playing Dungeons and Dragons. lol

The owner will call tomorrow so I’ll be fixed (and will probably make a little blog post) by then. I’m so excited!

It seems I’m still the middle child of the family getting the cloths from my older sister (at least I was not the last child). Of course this is a metaphor: I have 8 and 10 years age difference with my sisters -who are actually step sisters from different fathers. But instead of cloth, it’s electronics. Mike gave me his old iPod Touch because he bought him self -it doesn’t really matter who bought it either, money comes from the same place anyway- an iPhone.

This is a picture from last year. I’ve had the iPod you see in my right hand since then and envy the iPod Touch (in my left hand and front plan) all that time. I guess you could say visualization works.

I think it’s fun to be the middle child. And it’s fun to have an iPod Touch. I’ve had it for 3 days and I’m still experimenting the apps -but mostly playing games, ho làlà. There’s only a slight problem: the screen is much to small. Especially when you just wake up, aren’t wearing your glasses and want to read your tweet stream and write replies to your twitter friends.

I’m now even more convinced that I want an iPad. I would already have one if I wasn’t living in Canada. I can already imagine all I will accomplish before even getting out of bed…

My friend at LiquidWhispers.com had his Blogger blog disabled because he was talking about porn. And he does not even write about the heavy porn we see most of the time. For once, there’s a blog that is tasteful on the Blogger platform but Google just hates porn… without distinction. It’s understandable from a robot point of view I guess.

I love robots.

I’m glad he didn’t give up his writing and luckily, I followed him on Twitter so I could ask where was his blog.

As for myself, there’s not much to say except that I went shopping for lingerie for my birthday (that was on April 4th)… I’ve bought new stuff that fits so next week you’ll see that bran new lingerie! I have curves now I have never dreamed of having before (hopefully they wont turn into a nightmare. I’m indulging -exaggerating- the wine and the chocolate).

I’m listening to your comments you left on my survey in the member area. Like showing more skin and breast. I don’t talk much about my body here but in the last year, I’ve gained a lot of weight. For those who are worried that I’m fat, don’t. I’m still very well within the acceptable. (130lbs for 5″5′). All this girl talk just to say that I’m getting used to my “new” figure with all the curves and that there lies the reason why I’m usually dressed for you in front of the camera. What can I say. I’m a girl and I too ask if those jeans makes my ass look bigger

So far, this is one of my favorite film we’ve done. I think it’s because I really but really didn’t pay attention to the camera – it usually don’t disturb me tho this time it was sort of nonexistent.
And the mailman… he’s young, but cute! I’m never going to cheat -never did in 15 years- on my sweet heart but my mind has the right to think what ever it wants right?

Members have fun! Non-members, well I guess you’ll just have to imagine hehe

As I’m writing this, I’m savoring a plentiful glass of Turning Leaf -no chocolate how weird. Love your wines California Cheers to all of you living there and to everyone around the world too!

This is just the way I behave. I’ll call you every day for a week, talk to you about interesting projects and then you won’t hear from me for a month. I hate it. I hate it because it’s hard to call you back even tho I want to talk to you and have a lot to tell you. I’m a roller coaster. All high, pumped, cool, awesome (yeah I’m awesome! lol), mooootivated then I bluuuuaaa.

Anyway, hope you had a nice St. Patrick’s day and had a lot of Guinness, lamb and potato skin!

(What I’m trying to say is I want to write again on my blog. I need some momentum and this post shall do the trick. Hopefully.)

Here’s some recent photos (still working on that damn floor lol I am so to busy) from when we filmed Purple Hood.

Hello.

Some asked where I was.

Some asked why I don’t post.

I am here. There. And Everywhere.

I have not much to say but I don’t want you to worry.

I love long silence.

When we are in the car and you are driving.

When we are at the restaurant and we hear only the sound of the dishes cling and the murmur of people.

When we are in bed, after loving each other, just hearing your heart beat.

Let me say nothing here. Keep my little secrets to myself.

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