I love my guitar, well, my guitars. Making music has always been important to me because it’s always been a big part of my life. I definitely feel a connection to various past moments of my life when I pick up a guitar and start to play. It’s a very beautiful feeling, and I’d definitely consider it to be sensual in a way. That’s why decided to do a shoot called Beautiful Nude Guitar Strumming.
I’ve played many instruments throughout the years, and I still play most of them today, but there’s something that keeps me coming back to the guitar. It feels grounded, it feels very connected to my body and there’s something unmistakable about the way it feels to really get to strumming, or to perfect a lick that’s been escaping my grasp for weeks.
It was so much fun to do this portrait shoot because I just felt so free and at ease, playing around and singing like nobody was watching. It’s wonderful. I was wondering… Do any of you play? Or do you play other instruments or sing? I’d love to hear about your musical experiences now that I’ve shared mine.
oh my mother of sweet, glorious jesus…you are so unbelievably sexy and beautiful. and you have the nicest skin.
I also wanted to say I think you are quite the badass; you ride motorcycles, play guitar, and I can see in some of your videos how you can be figuratively ‘on-top’ with Mike when you want to be, as though you own his penis and you’re the one in control. Lucky bastard, what I would give to be treated like that, i.e., an almost dominating yet still loving, sensual bj.
Wow, I’ll take that delightful compliment. Thank you so much. And I guess, in a way, I’m exerting forms of control… More like just enjoying the give and take of sex.
There’s a word, and it’s “radiant”
You are so sweet! Thank you, Dr.C!
An endless smile of a beautiful girl. I love you. Kisses
What a lovely thing to say. Thank you.
Love the pics. Your hair is beautiful, so natural and light. Looks like you felt completely comfortable and relaxed in these pics.
Thanks so much, JJ. I’ve got to say, I really was as relaxed and at ease as I look, possibly even more.
Why don`t you have kids ? I mean, I think u realised by now that you can`t spend all your life like this…
Wow, that’s incredibly rude. What I do with my life is absolutely none of your business.
It was a simple question.
Since you are sharing so many things with us, why not sharing your opinion about this subject ?
I mean, it`s ok to talk about sex, music, food, cats, etc. but subject “kids” is way too much for you ?
It’s never a “simple question” when it’s phrased in aggressively judgmental terms. “Why don’t you” / “You can’t spend” / “Way too much for you” are all combative words that automatically put Camille (or anyone) on the defensive and in the wrong. It’s hard to start a conversation by punching someone in the face.
As “Redact That” said below, what Camille chooses to share on her blog is her choice. Like you observed, she has already volunteered a tremendous amount of personal information about her individual passions (music, food, cats, motorcycles, fashion, celebrities, social justice) in addition to letting ANYONE with a few dollars watch her private sex-life with her life-partner in hi-def films and photos.
And because she’s already bared so much to us, it should only make sense that she wants/needs to keep a few remaining things private. Do you think her last name is really Crimson? Probably not, because she doesn’t want stalkers to hunt her down at home. The same goes for her family– no matter how big or small it may be. I can’t think of a single celebrity (in the arts, politics, sports, etc) who wants their children (or their lack of children) to be front-page-news for the tabloids.
Meanwhile, though, I’m sure that if you asked Camille a question like “Hi, I’ve been wondering how pornstars balance their public sex lives with having private families” or “Do you think that moms can be pornstars too?” or “Is there a way in modern independent porn for women to fulfill ‘traditional’ family roles while still having active ‘nontraditional’ sex lives on camera?”, she would be happy to respond. After all, she has a Q&A column on Peeperz for a reason! (http://www.peeperz.com/ask-camille-crimson-anything/)
But it’s always HER right to refuse comment, to keep her private life private, to be a human being just like you or me. Watching a stranger suck her boyfriend’s cock should be radical enough; we shouldn’t abuse her to show us more.
Thanks for sticking up for me, Cal. I’m glad I’m not crazy for seeing that as an unnecessarily confrontational approach to a “simple question”… I am an open book, but there are certain things that I’ve elected not to talk about for reasons of privacy. I feel like if anyone is really interested, they can cobble enough together by the way I talk to draw their own conclusions, but I don’t wish to get into any of it explicitly.
To answer your excellent hypothetical questions, in case anyone is curious, I think that motherhood and sexuality, whether public or private, can go together splendidly. Being able to keep an age-appropriate balance between truth and TMI is important, but that’s the same for kids interacting with any other aspect of the world.
You framed it in a very judgmental tone, and I don’t appreciate it. If you have a question, please ask it in a respectful way.
Camille,
After ignoring that last reader’s comments…
I was so delighted to see and read this blog. I have been a musician all of my life and feel a special connection to music, the way that you do also. I have also concentrated on the guitar, and have played professionally for years. I know that you play both electric and acoustic, but there is something very raw and organic about playing the acoustic guitar. There is nothing to hide behind and what you get is completely honest.
And, as always, you are so exceptionally gorgeous, beyond description. As with a good book, these pictures exude so many beautiful melodies that overtake the viewer’s mind.
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again – you are simply stunning.
Thanks a lot! I know what you mean about feeling a connection with music and, in turn other musicians. I’m glad this set resonated with you.
Hi CC,
A few things:
1. Lady, you look amazing. If I looked that good naked, I’d never bother getting dressed.
2. Not every woman of a certain age has to be a ‘mommy blogger’. It isn’t mandatory and whatever you decide to do with your life is fine with me as long as you’re happy – it is none of my business.
3. it’s your blog so you get to choose the content. I love that you choose what you want to blog about and that the range is so diverse. I also love it that you politely take to task the numpties who feel it’s their right to demand more of you, whether it be in the work you and Mike produce or in the blog topics.
Honestly, why do so many people think because they get to see porn models naked, they get to know everything about them and dictate to them what they should be doing with their time? I just don’t get it.
Thanks so much, RT! The fact is, I keep certain aspects of my life private and I’m well within my right to do so. I have all the respect in the world for people who choose to be actively open about their family life while in this industry, but it’s not for me. I’m incredibly candid, but there are things that I don’t wish to share. Whether I do or do not have children, I would have spoken about it by now if I had wanted to. I’m happy to field questions, but not when they insinuate that motherhood and sexuality are mutually exclusive and that all women who are of a certain age need to be having children. There are many ways to live our lives.
As a Canadian, don’t you have to play Larivée guitars?
Haha! We all get one the second we’re born in Canada.
Thank you, Jens!
Well put Cal. Not to keep banging on about this but those previous posts made me see red.
As anyone who has taken the time to read CC’s blog posts and has an ounce of perception will be able to tell you, Camille is genuinely a very sweet, generous, compassionate and smart lady. It’s not a front.
I’ve been lucky enough to get to know her a little better and I consider her more akin to a friend. When I’ve needed advice about specific topics, she’s always been very helpful and has never made me feel silly or inadequate in any way.
Nobody should have to put up with the kind of abuse she gets served so frequently and the dignified way in which she always deals with it is a mark of her classiness.
Aw, well, I consider you a friend too. I’m always happy to talk with people, to get to know them better and to be almost entirely open about my life. But I know what you mean… It gets frustrated when people see that and want to push it and get whatever they want, no matter how it might make me feel. I’m glad to have people like you and the many other respectful people here.
Camille,
I enjoyed the very gorgeous pictures… People have already lavished many eloquent compliments, but you are truly beautiful.
I also am always impressed with your ability analyze not just your own life, but people’s reactions to it, so intellectually, respectfully, and directly.
I was first attracted to your site through The Art of Blow Job, but you now have a fan/follower (I am sure I am one of many who feel this way) who tune in regularly to read what you have to say about life.
Thank you and keep up the great work!
Thanks so much, Dave! I guess interacting with lots of people has helped me cultivate a little more perspective.
Thank you for the encouragement about the site… I appreciate it immensely.
I am not english or american, so, it`s hard for me to talk in a certain manner because I don`t use this language every day.
This is why I want you all and especially Camille to understand that I wasn`t rude. I was trying to understand something by asking Camille that question, but it was far from me the idea of judging or attacking her so, I present my apologies if I offended someone.
Allow me to “translate” my post.
“Why don`t you have kids ? I mean, I think u realised by now that you can`t spend all your life like this…”
“Why don`t you” – it was the easiest type of question that crossed my mind ( I am a lazy person )
“you can`t spend all your life like this…” – what I wanted to say is that youth and beauty are temporary ( for most of the people), time passes fast and maybe at a moment of your life, you`ll need something more…I know it sounded arrogant but this wasn`t my intention, what I wanted to say was something like ” It seems like you have all what you need to be a wonderful mother – loving character, a great man and a lovely home so, have you ever considered to have a child ?”
I know, my first post sounded like I was a dumbass and again, I am very sorry for that.
P.S. I truly admire you in every way possible.
Hope you`ll forgive me.
It’s okay. I guess I just took it at face value. It wouldn’t be the first time someone made a judgment call like that about what I do. Don’t worry about it.
I know that beauty and youth are temporary, but I intend to continue to grow my business, to help other people make beautiful porn and to continue coding sites and helping behind the scene. I don’t need to have a baby to make my life have meaning. Asides from that, I’m private about my family life and that’s one side of myself I don’t wish to share online, whether or not it happens/has happened. If I change my mind, I’ll certainly blog about it.
Thank you
No problem.
Bonjour,
Ce n’est pas la première fois que vous postez sur quelque chose en rapport avec la musique, nous avons pu vous entendre sur 2 ou 3 vidéo mais relativement peu. Je me demandais en tant que musicien ( guitariste justement ) si vous contiez un jour mettre une de vos propre composition ou interpretation en fond musical pour une vidéo ? Merci d’avance.
PS: Ces photos sont vraiments d’une grande beautée.
C’est possible que je vais en partager, mais c’est difficile d’avoir assez de temps pour y faire.